A single girl in a showbiz world

Friday 17 October
Well the good news is Jesse Metcalfe's PR called me to apologise. The bad news for Jesse is that I still think he's a dick...
Work today was v hard. Scrabbling round to find a line on Guy Ritchie and Madonna's divorce. And there doesnt seem to be anything new that my editors are keen on.
Also, because I'd invited NME man to a film screening of the new Bond film and that meant I had to leave the office at 6pm. NOT EASY AT ALL.
Got so much hassle I almost missed the film. The train in front was delayed due to a passenger taken ill and so I had to sit on the train and stew.
Then I was worried I smelled, so I sprayed some perfume that I havent used before that made me sneeze. Instead of smelling, I had a runny nose. (Not v attractive)
We didnt get a chance to chat before the film because we were so late. Afterwards, I wanted to go for a drink (so I could crack onto him) but he was driving. I suggested food but he wasnt hungry.
Ended up with him having a cola and me having a vodka and diet cola in a bar near where his car was parked. Yawn!
So it wasnt the best night but we go to Southampton together on Monday. Hope i can get him drunk and seduce then. If not, reckon it's sadly time to give up.

Wednesday 15 October
MOBO awards and met two ex's - the showbiz world is too small.
But I had the best dress on and I know that Sugababes guy noticed me. Everyone noticed me because the dress was technicolour pink and yellow and very low cut.
I took great pleasure in ignoring Sugababes man three times. Once outside on the red carpet, once by the entrance when I was chatting to Alesha Dixon from Strictly Come Dancing and once backstage where he was shoving food down hisface and I was interviewing the Spice Girls' Mel B. She is far cooler than the stupid Sugababes.
The other ex was Leo from the streets. We have a lot of unfinished business - there was definitely chemistry. He's texting me about meeting up again soon.
I wanted to hang out with Leo more but I had to work. That included getting the BBC folks backstage (thank god I pulled it off). And then I got myself in the freebie gifting lounge. I picked up lacoste goodies, a watch, jewellery and loadsa make-up.
But then I got abuse from former Desperate Housewives gardener Jesse Metcalfe. Jesse is v cute but UP HIS OWN ARSE. I asked if I could have a photo with him and he said 'No, you are the enemy.' HOW RUDE!
I am very happy to make him my enemy now...